I was diagnosed with ADHD and started on medication at 12, but not really told anything about what it meant for me or how to deal with it, and when I was 18 -literally when my parents dropped me off at college- was told I was autistic
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I can deal with the compulsions, but the fact that I physically have to deal with them RIGHT NOW is the worst part
Also that sounds like Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria, which usually comes packaged with ADHD, and I have that shit too
Edit: and to be fair that was a shitfest you went through
I'm gonna look into this, thanks!