Anyone relate? I really can't date because of my physical and mental health and covid, plus poverty, but god sometimes I miss intimacy.
Sometimes I feel like I deserve this because I broke three women's hearts. And I'm truly sorry for doing that. I'm happy they're doing good now, one is even married! But I miss having someone who loved me and accepted me, someone who had my back, you know?
One one. Either way I'm pretty content just having my exhaustion, depression and anxiety mostly under control. Who knows how long that will last.
Right now, looking for friends or finding a relationship seems like an investment I don't have the time for. Besides the way everyone talks to me, I'm not really interested in the concept of a stoic provider. I already do nothing but work, I don't want dependants on top of that.