I've been told time and again how "confident" I am even though it's not confidence, it's an incredible degree of composure I've attained by working grocery while being in the worst emotional pain imaginable for years. I actually have shit self-esteem and don't really try anything because I'm overwhelmed and I never really learned how to weather failure properly. Or rejection.
I've been told time and again how "confident" I am even though it's not confidence, it's an incredible degree of composure I've attained by working grocery while being in the worst emotional pain imaginable for years. I actually have shit self-esteem and don't really try anything because I'm overwhelmed and I never really learned how to weather failure properly. Or rejection.