Maybe think of higher education as a way to help discover new interests, not as training school for whatever discipline you're certain is what you will spend the rest of your working life doing. The modern neoliberal university is very much structured towards making people think they are doing the latter, but ideally higher education at its best is about the former.
You can get a humanities degree, a little gender studies, a little history, etc. It'll let you explore (and meet other radicals), get you a degree, and then you'll be able to get a PR or Marketing job later writing about how great Microsoft's new AI is at determining who's worthy of healthcare.
i had the same problem after i hated my dream program, so i dropped out. i think you'll find things you actually enjoy doing or that actually drive you, but you have to make yourself try a couple of them
do you have any artistic outlets at all? what do you do on a day off? what are your politics? these can be starting points if you're comfortable answering any
Maybe think of higher education as a way to help discover new interests, not as training school for whatever discipline you're certain is what you will spend the rest of your working life doing. The modern neoliberal university is very much structured towards making people think they are doing the latter, but ideally higher education at its best is about the former.
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You can get a humanities degree, a little gender studies, a little history, etc. It'll let you explore (and meet other radicals), get you a degree, and then you'll be able to get a PR or Marketing job later writing about how great Microsoft's new AI is at determining who's worthy of healthcare.
i had the same problem after i hated my dream program, so i dropped out. i think you'll find things you actually enjoy doing or that actually drive you, but you have to make yourself try a couple of them
do you have any artistic outlets at all? what do you do on a day off? what are your politics? these can be starting points if you're comfortable answering any
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what kind of music?
i want to make an album before my next decade but we'll see if that pans out