Genuinely glad you're staying with us. We all might appear as just usernames to each other but I know there's a person behind each one. When I see @lydiaaaaaaa I think she's a really cool person that cares deeply about the suffering of the world. If you ever feel like venting or talking when things are too much hmu I'll be glad to lend an ear and I'm sure anyone here is willing to do the same for each other.