Think it's just the feeling of being alive and present plus me just really liking soup, bread, and carbonation

I got all these feelings I'm feeling after eating some toast, soup, and drinking a can of diet cola

Tried the final true challenge of yakuza 7 and got my ass handed to me, all my party is 99 but doesn't matter it's so tough. Said fuck it and went back to kiwami and forgot how poo the combat is in places, not to mention how small the world feels in comparison. Might just jump into judgement at this point since I got it.

I'm like mildly apprehensive when my parents hit up old friends for any help with me landing a job, last job I was an emergency hire and dumped after a week while another place I just wasn't qualified for. Tempted on working on my CV first before I reach out because end of the day I really don't know how tight they are with each other/how useful it all is. Got that whole thing where parents think I'm good with computers when they don't know that that means something different in hiring (my ass can't code) since they don't know how to turn on any tech.

Loud cellphone high pitched more I feel

Idk if I'm just describing a usual thing but whenever I hear loud audio I keep getting a loud pounding in my ear like my heart is angry. It's not really pleasant but I can deal and it's different from intentionally listening to loud music.

Don't even fully remember what my dream was other than a therapy dream, one day I'll actually be able to go to therapy but in the meantime these dreams serve as a psyche reset for when I'm feeling too much.

in the great water cycle

I don't really know what to do with this information because it's not like this changes much. I have had a grand total of 0 romantic partners

I feel the same way but still consider myself poly fwiw, love is cool plus if I had partners and they had partners it be easier for everyone to get their needs fulfilled. I know polycules can start becoming branching webs requiring maps and stuff but still at least you got people around to play board games with.

Probably a world where everyone is free and can eat as much as they want. Ace and Sabo both laughed but fr both of them shackled by their birth while the rest of his crew might see it as silly but after all they been through I feel would approve.

Peeing while drinking water is such a power move in that it makes me feel powerful

I've learned how to do stuff with wet nails my adhd is pretty strong too but my desire to have cool nails stronger, also hell yeah hope your pretty nails makes you feel good edit fixed grammar just got excited because nails

Need to make my soup watery-er I need the perfect balance of nutrient and water so I can survive on just this alone. I'm a liquidmaxxer brothpilled chad, this pea broth fuels the psycho loco motor that is me

If I could be sleazy I'd do the whole extending my pinky and thumb to mimic a phone and telling me people to "call me" followed by a "let's do lunch"

It ain't easy being sleazy just wanna slick back my hair, put on some sunglasses and a suit and do but the woke mind virus is preventing me from doing so

I think I'm close to getting all the trophies in yakuza 7 but not even half way to 100%ing it, idk if I should be relieved or not. Trying to squeeze what I can out of these games now since it'll be a while before I get infinite wealth, the man who erased his name or any other game I forgot about. Also got 0 and the kiwamis to 100% and I guess 6. 3 I ain't touching again and 4 and 5 might see the remasters down the line if I find them cheap.

I got the nail polish remover right next to me but gonna see if I can peel off the old polish first, something satisfying about getting it off in one go

Dropped better call saul after like 3 seasons because I wanted to see the funny lawyer man from the commercials not some serious drama stuff

Woke up anxious so probably gonna do some cooking of and then self care like shaving and doing my nails again. Food and looking good usually put me in a good mood