My girlfriend and experiencing worthwhile media

I don't think you can find something explicitly communist in popular japanese media tbh, at best you will get something anti-imperialist like Code Geass or the Stormblood expansion for FFXIV, or something class conscious like Kaiji

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I assume you mean that you euthanized her. If so, you did the right thing comrade. My cat's last months (she had a tumor in her gut) were absolutely brutal, she didn't eat so she lost a ton of weight, she was too weak to climb stuff, she didn't take care of herself etc. My parents didn't want to do it so she just suffered unnecessarily. You have to take care of yourself, she wouldn't want you to suffer like that, I am sure of it

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It is possible that you are less sensitive to the effects of psychedelics, different brains can differ wildly in how they are affected by the same drug/dose. Are you neurodivergent by any chance? If so, then that might lead to you having more/less receptors in your brain causing more/less sensitivity (at least that's how my psychiatrist had explained it). Of course it is just as plausible if not more that the SNRI you took is still affecting you. You can probably find a half-life calculator to see if a month is enough to not be affected by the med (for example Prozac, an SSRI with a 5-day half-life takes around a month to leave your system, but drugs with shorter half-lives will be gone much sooner)

Sports (I have bad eye-leg/hand coordination so I was always bad at ball games)

FPS games (probably the same reason)

Posting (I am just not particularly funny, and I never remember to post the occasional insight I have)

Try lentils, they have a better texture than beans and they are more flavorful in my opinion. Since I turned vegan they are most of what I eat

It's a category of lentils. Black lentils also exist

How the fuck am I supposed to do fun things for myself while working, when it was nearly impossible even when I was unemployed thanks to executive dysfunction? I feel like I am going insane sometimes

Maybe some autism sensitivity like the music being too loud for you

I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I can't work in a monitored PC, in an open office, with stand up meetings that interrupt me and a 2h commute (total thankfully). I know I have it good with my slow-ass coding job, but this kind of environment isn't conductive to taking breaks so I just overwork myself. I already used the "feeling sick" excuse last week to work remotely, so I will have to survive another day. Being AuDHD is suffering

I actually bought one over the summer, played four good but not great games and after one that tired me (Kingdom Hearts 2), I just stopped gaming on it. I hope the urge will come back someday

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I just want to find the time and motivation to experience an insanely good game again, since I started working I barely play any because I don't want to spoil the experience by being tired as fuck. I haven't even played Disco yet, what kind of leftist am I?

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Meds are the only thing that worked for me (although I haven't tried ERP because of the cost). I am on a Zoloft + Abilify + Wellbutrin combo and I almost don't feel that I have it. Of course I have side effects like interrupted sleep, decreased sex drive, possibly weight gain and some hair loss but OCD is worse than those anyways.