Anakah [she/her]

You're being obtuse and deflecting because you feel bad about your choices.

Also, vegans poop way better. Fiber is key.

It's not gross. You feel bad for what you do, it's causing cognitive dissonance so you're grasping for a justification.

I'm trans btw

Praise the gods, Covid 19 will destroy America.

This a good thing, or at the very least not a bad thing. The 20x posts concern trolling for poor non-white non-black socialists is far more cringe than this proposal.

Cats are a part of humanity. They flourish in the habitat we create. Just like mice, raccoons, pigeons and other "pest" species. If you want to get rid of them, you have to change how we live.

https://www.alleycat.org/alley-cat-allies-responds-to-nature-studys-claims-on-cats-and-birds/

Humans are responsible for the decline in native bird species. Blaming cats is a myth pushed by boomers who don't like cats pooping in their garden.

Trap alter release is unquestionably the ethical thing to do.

Do they annoy you? Better kill them. Pure selfish evil, get fucked.

You may not need an antipsychotic, or at least not permanently. You may just need to come off your adhd meds.

Your friends may still want to hear from you. Falling out of contact doesn't mean they don't care about you.

Also, I would consider telling your therapist or psychiatrist. Mental health medication can be a shit show, but if you find the right medication it can be a life changer.

Related, there are links between adhd medication and psychosis. A pro may really help you figure this out.

Im sorry you are going through this, I know it is scary. You are right, it's very unlikely that your friends and family are talking to the government about you. It's good you are using logic to temper your thoughts.

I think you can trust a close friend or family member. They may have noticed a change in your behavior and are concerned.

Do you know when this started? I had psychosis triggered by amphetamines, so if you are taking any drugs like that you should definitely stop.

I eventually got better, this is something you can recover from. Good luck.

The American empire is collapsing and a communist country is rising as the dominant power. I find solace in that.