Thanks 😊

I'm out of the loop. Whats going on with the mods on 196?

They definitely have troll vibes going on. But at least they seem mostly harmless. I've noticed a lot of jokes are copy paste. I like allies around as well.

I tried out a few names that never really felt right as well. Then I just gave in and changed one letter of my dead name so it was a girls name and owned it. Pretty much every bully used it anyway growing up so it kind of just fell into place. Still feels like I'm pretending sometimes but the imposter syndrome happens less and less.

So, I found a great transgirl to cut my hair on Strandsfortrans website. It was so amazing and might have found a new friend as well. The best part was the next day as I'm pulling it up and making a side part I totally got a euphoria bone. I'm on spiro so that takes some doing. Got so silly just playing with my new pretty hair. I've taken more selfies in the last week than like the last two years combined. Girly haircut was so affirming.