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2 hours agoi asked for it at my almost 6 month catch up and they gave me prog
EstraDoll [she/her]
I used to take pictures of Biggs 
, now I'm a girl :3
pronouns are she/her/
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Cake day: April 18th, 2024
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·2 hours agoshe'll double down on fracking and say that it's actually both climate friendly and patriotic to frack (by this point, there's already mass migrations out of the American Southwest, Oregon looks like charcoal, and Florida is 15% underwater)
wake up
drive 2 hours round trip to build an axe with another trans woman
drive home feeling dysphoric as all fuck
get home with a bottle of liquor
landlord pulls you aside with a fucking eviction notice out of the blue and a flimsy pretext for it
hop on the voice chat with the gamers
you can hear your voice played back to you over someone else's mic, it's noticably improved despite not training, it feels really reaffirming
get piss drunk, then angry about your alcoholism, then get possessed by the spirit of a 19th century abolitionist and go off on a drunken screed against the evils of alcohol
black out, wake up the next morning
day in the life of a hot girl doing hot girl shit
·14 hours agoOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
THERE ONCE WAS A HERO NAMED RAGNAR THE RED WHO CAME RIDING TO WHITERUN FROM OLD RORIKSTEAD...
about half the Yakuza soundtrack
·18 hours ago
in alaska and hawaii there is no pie. if you have a pie you are immediately executed by the state
i posted this and got evicted like 30 minutes later LMAO
Holy shit, what happened? Didn't you move back in with your parents?
no, i didn't, but i'm about to at this rate
should have been more cruel to landlords
diagnosed with the world's biggest sad and lonely right now
EDIT: i posted this and got evicted like 30 minutes later LMAO
·2 days ago"Another Kkkrakkka down, unlimited genocide on the first world!"
really in depth talk about sexuality and probably a bit too much tbh
okay, sorry to have kept you for so long, i got home and i was extremely tired and went straight to bed after work but like, to add on to what everyone has already said, it's not like your sexuality really shifts, it just takes different tones and notes. I knew I was bi since I was about 16, but for the life of me, I could never have actually imagined actually being romantically or sexually involved with another man as a """""man""""". On top of the fact that, well, societal social expectations and the dysphoria on top of that, trying to imagine myself sexually submissive was also just off the table for me, it felt gross and wrong
But after transitioning, I wasn't gay for men, my attraction to them was actually very hetero, and as silly of a difference as that sounds, it actually meant a lot to me. My attraction to men could manifest in a way that actually felt normal and okay to me now, and it felt like that much could actually unlock, and I will admit, the estrogen has heightened that attraction a bit hormonally, but it was always there
I'm still very much still attracted to women, even if the hormones don't really tell me that I was to act like a dom top with them (and I frankly never did, that was just the T yelling at me)
HRT doesn't really change your sexuality, it just kind of changes what notes in your sexuality were already there
should be at the bottom of the can
hang on, i know i just posted about this and i am posting this here to remind myself to post a follow up comment later after work
·2 days ago- just a mat of celery fiber
yummey
mood
dating men on paper and dating men in practice seem like two wildly different experiences and idk how well i'd do actually dating men outside of 4 am half asleep fantasies
I mean, I knew I was bi since I was like 16 or so, but I never found men to be all that appealing until I was on E for a few months. I'm still bi but I can also feel the pendulum swinging a lot harder now
time really is moving a lot slower now that I'm actually enjoying life. I was talking with some friends about I Saw The TV Glow and just remembered that it was released this year and not last year even though it feels like it might as well have came out two years ago from all I remember
God, at the start of this year I really did think that I was a cis guy, didn't I?
fuck, how time changes...
exceedingly horny post
waking up at 4 am exceedingly thirsty for men and having that completely consume all my thoughts for the next 2 hours as I fantasize heavily about getting a BF as I feel the
on my wall glaring down at me in shamethis has been a recurring thing for the last several weeks and I'm starting to think that the HRT is actually fucking with my sexuality here
hey look, it's a thing i could have damn well posted myself. I think I'm about to go play civ 4 right now actually
getting ads for PREP and then getting sad because i have no romantic or sexual partners ever