BUMP Amber (The comment I really want to leave involves C/Ps but my phone is malfunctioning in highlighting text.)

Yes.

I've had a really valuable trip on a verrry large amount of shrooms. Another trip was on a small amount of shrooms, it was amazing. Decent to amazing experiences on acid, weed, molly. All with a wonderful afterglow.

The bad trips come after the meds got introduced. One shrooms trip was bad because I got on meds, and cold-turkeyed them for a week in an attempt to do shrooms safely, avoiding serotonin syndrome. That caused me to be in psychosis already AND on shrooms at the same time. (I highly don't recommend it.) Another bad one was being partially in psychosis already then doing acid. I think it's all psych med interactions. I immensely liked weed too until the past two antipsychotics I've been on.

Bipolar disorder and depression.

I have a wrong diagnosis from a past doctor that has made them not take me seriously. They keep giving advice for shit I don't have. I don't want them to make me overthink how a drug will affect me.

I have a wrong diagnosis from a past doctor that has made them not take me seriously. They keep giving advice for shit I don't have. I don't want them to make me overthink how a drug will affect me.

Just a general mental health support group. Not specialized in anything.

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When I was fresh out of highschool there was an incel in my circle. Everyday he was around he'd spend at least 10 minutes straight talking about how girls like me never talk guys like him because he's too nice. He'd list all the nice things he's ever done for everyone. The whole time, he would talk in the most fragile sad voice he could manage, pretending he was on the edge of bursting into tears. He would even stick out and quiver his bottom lip. "I'm one of the NICEST people ANYONE could EVER meet!," he'd whimper while fake crying, never producing actual tears. I can't believe I talked to that guy, I didn't know any better.

Word is he now a r*pist.

EDIT: And he still thinks he's one of the most incredible and nicest humans in history. Someone says he claims it was sex because she was supposed to just have sex with him. So he's rationalizing if he takes what he thinks he deserves, non-consent has the same result, non-consent is sex to him.

A different woman told me she didn't realize she got assaulted when she was younger because she thought P in the V is what girlfriends are supposed to do. Wether they want to or not. This is a deeply ingrained patriarchal belief across a lot of society. And incels can take part in this belief.

incels when rejected: and now i changed my entire personality and life to be as feral and disgusting as possible

Lots of incels were already like that. Some always wanted a reign of terror, but were waiting to do it in a way where they felt there'd be little to no consequence for themselves. The more fascist a place gets the more quiet incels go mask off.

Wait, actually no it sucks more for women because dating isn't just putting your pride on the line, it's risking assault and verbal abuse everytime too. Oh but on top of that they get to hear from incels (and the media) about how easy it is for women to date. But again, no one gives a shit, because they're women, so who cares.

Denim Day is a day where people wear jeans in solidarity with assault victims after a woman lost aremoved trial. The jury blamed theremoved as her fault because she wore tight jeans. The assaulter went free.

Denim Day takes place on the last Wednesday of April, which is Sexual Assault Awareness Month. This day of action and awareness is an event in which people are encouraged to wear denim to combat victim blaming and educate others about sexual violence.[1] The day comes following a high profile Italianremoved trial where the survivor was blamed for herremoved because of the type of jeans she was wearing.[2] In protest and solidarity, individuals are encouraged to wear denim to combat the idea thatremoved and sexual violence are the fault or responsibility of survivors.

What do the incels have to do with southern Korea?

Is that a joke, or does Trump really attack people's medical insurance worse than some other presidents?

This post makes me feel seen. This is for the people with similar GI issues to me:

Psyllium powder: Multiple of my medicines made my GI tract so slow, it caused constipation that's sent me to urgent care multiple times. My body had no motility to push my poop through and out my intestines. It sat there, and no matter how much psyllium powder I took, it wouldn't budge. I drank so much water I sometimes couldn't stand. It was acute water poisoning. My brain was swollen constantly from over hydration and I constantly had migraines. I barely took breaths between chugs of water all day, and I barely passed stool.

Here's what has and hasn't worked for me.

Psyllium, Lactulose: Was still drinking brain swelling amounts of water. Psyllium did some work. Lactulose moved my bowels, but was majorly unhelpful in many ways. It's a sugary syrup that my current GI doctor told me never works well for anyone. It made me get tons of gas that smelled so bad, everything and everywhere in the house stank. It was worst when I ate tuna. I halted having guests over for months... Then I got my first GI doctor. After my GI doctor put me on better meds(in following paragraphs) I stopped taking Lactulose and had to wash my clothes and bedding with cups of baking soda in the laundry. I don't think the stink would've come out otherwise.

Psyllium, Miralax, Amitiza: I was told by a GI doctor to use psyllium husk powder and Miralax together, everyday. And also a laxative prescription Amitiza. It gave me migraines, but at least my bowels moved. That's 3 total GI meds.

Psyllium, Miralax, Linzess, Motegrity: The Amitiza at the highest dose stopped working on its own. A stronger one was assigned called Linzess. Later Linzess also stopped being enough, but it was continued. Motegrity was added. That's 4 total GI meds.

Linzess, Motegrity, Citrucel: When I asked how I could minimize the amounts of things I take, they said to stay on the prescription laxative. But stop the psyllium husk fiber and Miralax, and replace them with Citrucel. Citrucel is sugar from citrus fruits which has a laxative effect, and it's a fiber supplement. That's 3 total GI meds.

The constipating medicine dose got lowered, I gained some motility, and have shit my pants times than I can count. I've changed my daily Citrucel amount many times. Too much= diarrhea from too much laxative. Too little= diarrhea from too little fiber. A bit too little= semi constipation. A bit too much = wishing you took a bit too little instead.

As someone else said, you shouldn't be ashamed of a bodily function you can't control. No one should stop themselves from getting help for this stuff. Now I'm so satisfied when my poops come out healthy. I came a long way!

What coup? (Serious question. I don't read the news much.)

it's a consequence of strongly stratified hierarchies, partly because sometimes the underlying problem is the hierarchical structure needing to be reorganized.

Yeah I should've learned at least one thing from them about how to be talked to as an equal.

Can I get pinged too?

No. What's it about? What's it called?

I want to read Grapes of Wrath but worry how deeply it would wrench my heart. Not sure how I'd cope after reading an expert.