Yeah I get what you mean.
I've tried to be a social butterfly lately but I'm still more or less where I was before. You can get people to talk about certain things but there's no real connection. If they already have friends then they don't really feel a need to talk to you beyond pleasantries. If they don't have friends, they're probably at least made peace with being friendless and still aren't interested. I guess not having any mainstream interests is part of that but it still sucks.
Hobby groups and organization can help but there ain't shit within an hour and a half from me. I'd look at your area and see if you got something you're interested in.
I have a video prepared just for that day that I'll post on hexbear. It'll probably be lost in the surge of posts but I digress.
I can't really say I have much of a hatred for him that isn't just larping though. He's a scumbag who deserves the hottest pit of hell but I'm a dumb millennial who wasn't alive when he was doing shit. As much as I hate the guy, I just don't have the same visceral hatred for him that I wish I could have.