I'm addicted to clear, not black. Minor nitpick.

It was ok.

I'm still very much addicted. This is just a realization that may help me going forward.

So this guy I used to be friends with is now threatening me and saying I owe him money. Time to start wearing an iron I guess. :chavez-guns: :transshork-sad:

This dude used to be like an older brother to me. Seems like everyone I think might be the family I've never had turns out like this. They get sick of me.

Also I'm pretty sure I'm gonna wind up getting clean just because dope is so god damn boring.

Imagining a squad of fucking McDonalds managers folding a fringed McDonalds flag like they do at troop funerals.

Just stop going to Reddit. Please.

:agony-consuming:

Fuck sex, I just want a hug.

I had a really nice dream. The kind that makes you sad when you wake up.

I'm so alone. :jokah:

I don't know why, but even though I'm so skinny and weak, motherfuckers turn and run when I go off.

Also skinny ratchet bitches like me aren't nothing to write off.

Like how the common ancestor of all marsupials evolved into the fucking koala.

TERFs are cockroaches.

I don't fucking get it. Why does the art style look like fucking China, IL? Why does China, IL even exist?

TERFs are fucking cockroaches.

Unfortunately I don't think I can cut it with work from home shit. Boredom kills me.

Considering my line of work I'd be a shoe-in for being a bouncer or a security guard at someplace where my job wouldn't be 90% harassing homeless people. But that's going to be 90% of every entry level fucking mall cop tier job.

Hell yeah dude.

Waiting for the bus going to the apartment of a comrade I'm staying at who thinks we're in a relationship or something and smells like wet dog. Wouldn't it be fucking great if I could live with someone I really wanted to live with? Haha. Imagine that. Literally everyone I've lived with has either made me hella uncomfortable or treated me like shit. There's a girl I like who I went out with once and I don't think she's interested in me anymore even though she says otherwise. I have no friends to stay with besides this person. Circling the drain like always. I wonder what being happy is like.

Normalization of sex work and women's bodies is good. Normalization of the objectification and possession of women by (mostly) men, is not.

I have an OnlyFans, but I don't post anything because I'm ugly and nobody would ever subscribe.