QueerCommie [she/her, fae/faer]
Neurodivergent contrarian nihilist cracker who knows gender is stupid.
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ADHD needs constant audio stimulation and Autism is really sick of it and causing tension.
For a while I’ve found it interesting how I seem to relate most to people who have done way too many drugs in their lives despite not really doing any of them myself.
I have autism as well, so that’s a “plus,” but I have slowly built up consistent morning and night routines with stretching and reading and stuff at the same time every day in order and that helps a lot. I don’t know if reading helps you sleep, but I really just started reading some whenever I finally brushed my teeth and added random things over time. Start with the small things and don’t worry too much about consistent times until you have a bunch of consistent activities?
·8 days agoAs a thick skinned open minded hwite amerikkkan, hate away.
Following that logic there are millions of good yanks and we all end up good in the end :(.
·8 days agoSpelling error. I meant to remark the absurdity of the posting.
What is this reactionism?
I have said many embarrassing things, so perhaps that’s fair.
·9 days agoIQ just shows how good you are at doing a few certain things. I don’t think I’m way smarter than everyone else, but it’s cool to know I have certain irregular skills. All evens out with AuDHD as a disability tbh. On my IQ test my autistic ass made a ton of weird connections between words they gave me before realizing what they wanted was far more simple. I think I generally made the “right” assumptions otherwise tho.
I just watched a bunch of some dude’s videos before hearing him decry the left’s evil lockdowns and masking. Mind you he did it multiple times and years after the actual events.
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One must work toward one’s goals, not simply hope for them. My view of expectations is anything specific I hope for or expect will not happen (in the way or timeframe I expect). The time when such things happen is out of our control so we should just do whatever we can do today. I have general hope more than specific hope. Maybe this is another autism binary: must think through all the specifics vs refuses to think about all the specifics (I have been on the first side but had to give up).
From what I can tell there’s plenty of houses. Sure, some smaller or inefficient ones should be replaced with better ones, but generally expropriation and improvement should be enough.
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I have never really masked, so I don’t question people’s motives most of the time, I just don’t care or expect friendship. Finding someone with common interests is indeed very difficult. My last friends weren’t interested in philosophy enough. Before that I talked about politics a bunch assuming if I knew enough people would understand, and some of them did, but they didn’t want to talk about it all the time. Other autistic people have boring pointless interests most of the time. I s’pose I should get organized eventually, but that takes spoons.
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Relatable. I’ve spent a decent amount of time trying to perfect myself, and made lots of improvements, but I see other people be hideous in my own perception and yet have plenty of friends. It doesn’t matter how you look as long as you talk a lot in a socially respectable way about socially respectable things and reciprocate emotions, and people in long term relationships have apparently been doing so for a long time to maintain them. People talk about boring pointless things and have asymmetrical emotions most of the time, and I don’t feel like putting in effort for now. When I did put out effort to repeatedly invite neurodivergent people it kind of worked, but I am not used to such a thing in went crazy. Such a thing may happen again and I may do better, but for now idk.
I’m the same. I’ve used many and forget about them eventually. I used rubiks cubes constantly for a few years, but that was a more central interest. I fidget with random things for a day. I’ve used fidget spinners and putty and all sorts of stuff, but sooner or later I’m bored. I mean, they do the trick temporarily. Recently I made my own silicone “picky pads.” They’re a fine activity to become absorbed in, possibly regulating, but they are not something to do in the background and don’t compare to cuticles. My current thing while reading is to spin a prayer wheel because Buddhism’s my special interest. Sorry this is a little pessimistic, I am very understimulated right now.
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·10 days agoSuppose my thoughts are just bad because I’m miserable from adhd, therefore I don’t need to keep thinking bad thoughts? I’m free
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