I've kind of taken my foot off the gas pedal when it comes to finding my apartment to rent, but I recently came across one that, at least in pictures, looks decent and is decently priced. I got in contact with the agent and then completely missed their response email and seemingly lost it. Then, to my surprise, it got relisted. I got in contact with the agent and they let me know they're actually holding an open house. So this could either be a blessing in disguise or maybe the person that was about to sign the lease noticed something off about the place. Eh. Either way I'm gonna be checking it out tomorrow.

Or maybe its an eco"terrorist".

I usually have a rotation of passwords but I decided to be a fancy boy today as if I'm good with remembering this sort of thing

Gonna have to call the IT department because its the only way to get back in.

Honestly I don't even ever know what to say when stuff like this happens. I had multiple managers at my old job that could barely type out a professional email and would ask me to do it for them. I'm not even going to pretend I'm a great writer, because I'm not lol, but at times it was really just basic stuff that gave them trouble.

Changed my password for a work account not even 2 hours ago and I can't remember what it was now

Yeah definitely Bright lol.

Ready to finish up this final stretch of the holidays. My schedule has been all types of screwed up.

I've been thinking of getting back into vaping. Although its not like I was ever really into it. I bought a vape pen and one bottle of 0 nicotine juice and I don't think I ever even finished it. Not sure if the shop I bought it from is even still open though and most of the ones I see around are kinda meh.

Uh oh, here comes the crash

I am not a morning person in the slightest.

Hopefully she gives you a reason once she cools off.

I just realized I kept filling my water bottle with coffee for my entire shift

So eepy, but got two more hours on my shift

Turned out to be an ok day.

Damn... Rickey Henderson passed away. RIP.

Uh... Yeah. Apparently asking someone to let you know if they are coming in to work is too much of a tall task.

I'm really flexible when it comes to scheduling so I was originally going to give this person the day off, even though it meant I'd be going solo during extended holiday hours. At the last minute they tell me "actually I think I'm going to come in to work." I figure its because they want some extra hours. So I tell them, cool, let me know to be sure when I should come in.

I get nothing so I figure they must be coming in (stupid mistake on my part, I'll admit). I come in for my usual closing shift and lol... No one here and a bunch of work piled up. Fuck me. Everyone here doing their level best to piss me off. But w/e. I'll take it in stride and talk about it when I see him next time.

My coworkers are really picking the right time of the year to test the limits of my sanity

I already do

Time fucking flies. Like, its really about to be 2025 in a few days. Looking back I had some nice moments. But I still feel like way too much of my life is dedicated to the fucking grind. I just wanna fucking live and love

Transphobes: We want to protect women in sports

Also transphobes: *Attack cisgender women because they aren't dainty white women

Honestly its all real. The only difference is that when someone simply leaves your life there's always a chance that they can come back unlike when someone passes away. But I get it. Whenever I've had people leave my life it just feels like its forever. There's very few people that I've ever had stay consistently in my life no matter how strong a connection we may have had whenever we were around each other.

Its only natural to feel raw and weak when it happens. I feel like people around me have all these lifelong or near life long connections and I've kind of just been living from one isolated period in my life to the next. And there's a great emptiness that comes from that. And I always have a bit of fear that whoever I'm close with now is just going to fade away from my life like most other people have.