I don't know why I feel so strongly about all this. I don't have much skin in the game, most of this stuff won't personally affect me much if at all. I just despise colonialism and white supremacy and all the damage they've caused to the world and I want to see it all crushed and their followers completely humiliated. But instead they just keep getting rewarded, as they have throughout pretty much all of human history save for some flukes. And we'll never get a moment of peace. The U.S., the west, tthe fucking yakubian devils making big moves every day to secure their eternal hegemony, the constant anxiety is murdering me. Would it be better to just assume all is lost and stop being invested in anything?

I read the essay SeventyTwoTrillion posted to try to get some perspective. The post itself wasn't enough, so I read the whole thing to try to calm down. It makes sense, yes, there are cracks in this system, and it's not invincible, and it's unsustainable in the long run... but damn is their opposition trying their damnest to make it look like it is. What changes are really taking place, besides the U.S. forming the world's first forever-empire? Going through the news thread just makes me go "Nope, I'm slipping again. Time to lose what little sanity I didn't realize I still had." Any time I feel like it's not impossible, I read the thread and the news and I just conclude it's completely hopeless.. Maybe it's life's way of beating into my head how absolutely hopeless everything is. It's trying to tell me how powerful the U.S. is and how fucking incompetent and passive their opposition is.

The Nazis are pointing and laughing at their victims' collective helplessness and their inevitable victory, the pessimists are running victory laps over how right they were the whole time. (I already blocked what I presume was a certain user's newest ban-evasion account based off the way they spoke and their account age, sorry I'd rather not get a brain aneurysm by being forced to even so much as glaze past their posts) What should we do? Just start calling the resistance stupid and incompetent? To call all of the U.S.'s opposition cowards, stupid, incompetent. That the world is doomed? To give up completely?

God can you imagine being a neoliberal? It must feel good, I mean think about it:

• -Your side has then most ruthless and cunning chessmasters in Earth's entire history who will decisively make moves at a dizzying pace. They are playing 50D chess and are always 5000 steps ahead of everyone else. They know exactly what they need to do to win, and capitalize on every opportunity that presents itself without hesitation. The same can't be said for their enemies. Honestly they've already won, they're just humoring their opposition and making this more drawn out just for fun. Speaking of which...

• -Your opposition barely even exists. You have them too scared to make any meaningful moves against you. China, Russia, and Iran are just letting you isolate them with no resistance whatsover. Maybe you'll dangle an opportunity for them here and there to see if they'll bite, and they never do! And BRICS? BRICS is irrelevant. Like, no neolib is fucking scared of BRICS because it's practically nothing. I guess.

• -Your ideology has infected the minds of millions worldwide like a nasty brain fungus. You practically have an army of sleeper agents you can activate at any time to topple your enemies' governments.

• -As long as you have the U.S. on your side you are unstoppable. The U.S. doesn't even need to use nukes, the president just needs to wave a dollar bill around, and it will emit a shockwave that causes every world leader to collapse to their knees. And hell evne if they use nukes it's starting to look like no one will respond with their own,. YOU'RE FREE! YOU HAVE FULL AND TOTAL IMPUNITY

• -Your enemies are expected to follow your rules, but you can break your rules anytime you want. Why? You make them, you have full reign to break them if need be!

• -Who cares if any anti-colonialist struggle wins in the end? You just punish them by economically strangling them until they break and call it a day.

• -You just have to pinky promise your enemies that you won't break the terms of your agreements and they will fall for it every single time. It's like a fucking cheat code!!!

Can't even see hope in any good news now. It all just seems transient, temporary. They will turn their eyes towards the AES and crush it without much effort, and China won't do anything in response.

Optimism and reassurance doesn't mean much if reality ends up proving them wrong. ESPECIALLY if reality proves them wrong. It's easier to believe now that the fall of Syria is the first domino to fall before the total collapse of the resistance than it is to believe it's only one defeat in a wider war.

If the Axis of Resistance is truly doomed, then just turn away. Avert your eyes. Don't witness the slaughter that will take place. It's over. Just let it be over. Close your eyes until it's over. Write your essays now on all their mistakes and what the final nail in the coffin was. The failure is predetermined now.

People's analysis will say that China or Russia or whatever literally any other country that resists U.S. hegemony needs to do x if they want to win, but they never do. THEY NEVER DO. THEY NEVER RESPOND. THEY NEVER FUCKING DO ANYTHING RIGHT! THEY NEVER MAKE THE RIGHT DECISIONS, AND THEY NEVER WILL FOR THE FORSEEABLE FUTURE! WHY EVNE PAY ATTENTION ANYMORE!? THIS GENERAETION IS LOST! THIS CENTURY IS LOST! THE REST OF HUMAN HISTORY IS THE HISTORY OF WHITE SUPREMACY AND COLONIALISM REIGNIGN SUPREME FOREVER ANDE FEFR. I CAN'T NAME A TIME THE OPOPPPOSTION EVER MADE ANBY EGIESKF OIJUTOMIUFHFYU84325srgwsehywby5e43w

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I mean, Hexbear analysts ar ethe most reliable source of information int ehwrold right???? of coruse theey are.

Fascists gonna have a field day, now, forever, they'll be happy forever laughing at people who hoped the world could get better.

Neoliberalism and fascism, white supremacy has continuously cemented itself as the one and only truth in the world. Material conditions? Fuckj that. The Europeans discovered the one and only truth of the world is to genocide entire peoples' and be the most ruthless and inhumane demons the world has ever seen is the truth of the world.

Liberal ideology is basically another form of mind control. The most subtle, insidious, and successful.

Hahahahahaaha, the end of history is real, it just suffered some delays it seems.

Do I just turn away from it all? Just stop looking at the news, stop looking at the thread, just focus on doing what I enjoy? That feels privileged and selfish.

Oh if Russia and China can't or won't free the world from U.S. dominance, then it is clearly up to the PEOPLE of the U.S. to rise up and do so!!!!!! The people... who are probably too afraid of losing what little they do have to do anything to challenge U.S. hegemony.

Who or what should be blamed? If anything should be cursed, it's the Bubonic Plague for not doing its job right. Now we have the Europeans and their spawns enslaving and destroying the world.

how many people are considering just giving up entirely? Just give up give up give up and it won't hurt anymore. Give up give up give up give up. Even more, how many are considering switching to neoliberalism, so tired of being burned by the side they support never making the right decisions to win, while the neolibs consistently one-ups them at every opportunity. Maybe fully embracing neoliberalism will make them feel happy won't it? All it will cost is their humanity.

I feel like I'm actually close to completely giving up. Let the fascist hyenas hoot and holler and celebrate, licking the tears of the less fortunate. This world is evil and rewards demons like them. I don't want to read the news anymore. I don't want to read any of these threads anymore. I don't know if I even want to visit the site anymore. (Who am I kidding I totally will). It's nothing but a death spiral repeating what has already become clear over and over: The U.S. is unstoppable, their opposition is stupid and incompetent and is just pretending to oppose them, they never learn their lesson, never make the right decisions, and there's no way things will ever change.

True liberation is a fantasy that only exists in fiction. Any "victories" in real life are just temporary, but defeats are eternal. The US shows that it can just crush any opposition with the flick of a finger.

I try to have resolve, I try not to let things break me, I try to remind myself this is a generation-long process... but in the end I'm still weak-willed.