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logging in just to say eat my whole ass cissies 😎😎😎. https://hexbear.net/post/71063/comment/744962

I'm not even an anarchist and fuck all the way off with this shit.

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oh nooo I still can't reply

heya, was going to send you a PM to say stay in touch but I can't. please do though!

I feel this so deeply. it pains me to my core. solidarity, comrade.

I wish you'd speak up about the ableism, friend. it's a subject I'm just not well enough informed on yet.

one of the more personal reasons I'm leaving is that I notice the same thing and it creates a duty for me to speak up, enmeshing me in too many pointless arguments with people who have no intention to reflect or hear criticism.

dude I am literally working day and night to keep people as safe as I possibly can, and safer if I can make it so through pure will. please stop being a condescending white dude online. this shit makes me hate coming to this site.

dude, stop replying to me. go the fuck away.

gee, I wonder if I might know something about that, why, and what's different about the plan this time.

once again, I remind you that you do not know what organizers are planning and please stfu with advice I do not welcome and did not ask for. I also understand my risks to my body and life much better than you do and am in a much better place to decide how best to use them given the information I have available. dear god I wish this site had a block button.

I thought I could put my shit away and work with someone who has been abusive to me in the past, if I kept our relationship within an organizing context... but he managed to trigger me twice with the same comment... first, because I was trying to tell him I had a boundary with a course of action and he dropped something emotional on me to try and make me feel guilty about that / reconsider (even if it's unintentional, I just don't have space for that with him any longer...), and second, because the emotional content was about something really close to a traumatic incident I just had. I have so much work to do and now I've gotta put all this energy into putting myself back together? I really fucking didn't need this tonight...

you literally have no clue what people are planning. do the work in organizing spaces and stop trying to tell other people their business.

which is exactly the problem with what you're suggesting. the idea that we're not at risk because we wore suits is really fucking funny. I'm a brown trans woman, dumbass.

I'm referring to the people trying to pull that particular lever - you are trying to convince leftists of some sort to take action, no?

I've learned to let go of idolizing anyone and it's been remarkably freeing. why look to heroes to lead us? there's so much work to do.

ahh yes, let me propose a plan to use the bodies of black, brown, and queer people for PR stunts. this will definitely go well in any real organizing space that the armchair generals on chapo dot chat definitely participate in.

I wrestle with paranoia, too, and sounding boards have been invaluable to me over the years.

I mean someone that feels stable and you're not afraid you'll lose if you talk to them