it's a real catch 22. fail all my classes cuz i'm not getting any help or spend a period every day with a "speech therapist" (my speech is fine? why is that your title??) who doesn't understand what i'm having trouble with and doesn't really care because they've got a degree in child development. and still fail the classes.
e: i don't really blame the "professionals" like i was an objectively Difficult Child, but every failure just kind of reinforced the idea that nothing is ever gonna get easier, no one gives a shit, and things are only getting harder.
it's a real catch 22. fail all my classes cuz i'm not getting any help or spend a period every day with a "speech therapist" (my speech is fine? why is that your title??) who doesn't understand what i'm having trouble with and doesn't really care because they've got a degree in child development. and still fail the classes.
e: i don't really blame the "professionals" like i was an objectively Difficult Child, but every failure just kind of reinforced the idea that nothing is ever gonna get easier, no one gives a shit, and things are only getting harder.