I'm so fucking sorry to the girls I crushed on in high school...
fortunately (or unfortunately) i limited it to just the one but good lord do i feel bad for that girl having to cope with that one deeply emotionally unwell neurodivergent "boy" with absolutely no grasp on her endless well of trauma fueled emotions**___**
"of course i want to date girls, they're all so pretty and they look so nice. they look a lot better than i do :(. damn, being a lesbian sounds really nice" <---- extremely cisgender thoughts and not one of a deeply repressed transbian
fortunately (or unfortunately) i limited it to just the one but good lord do i feel bad for that girl having to cope with that one deeply emotionally unwell neurodivergent "boy" with absolutely no grasp on her endless well of trauma fueled emotions**___**
Many such cases
Thankfully I turned my first ever partner trans =)
"of course i want to date girls, they're all so pretty and they look so nice. they look a lot better than i do :(. damn, being a lesbian sounds really nice" <---- extremely cisgender thoughts and not one of a deeply repressed transbian
my cis lesbian friend tried to call me out on that pre-egg crack but i was too dense to understand what she meant