I also really can't overstate how important my private tests with femininity and presenting femme helped me with feeling more secure in who I am. The first few months after my egg cracked I was basically constantly stressed about who I was. Having that outlet really helped emotionally (and it helped avoid embarrassment later on)

I really hope I get the ability to test femininity soon.

I found the whole comment very worthwhile, thank you for sharing I hope so too.