Autistic, newly hatched trans girl 
Love to talk, feel free to DM here or on matrix.
That kid with gynaecomastia needs to be denied the opportunity for surgical interventions because they should grow up knowing immense suffering and humiliation because, apparently, that's what you do when your primary concern is the wellbeing of children.
If they can, they'll carve out exemptions for cis people and their preferred child mutilation. Cis people will not be effected unless they have to be.
Why bother.
Urges are ridiculous right now. Napped. Should feel better but I don't, if anything I feel worse. Maybe I'm just back in hell.
Please just let me die, fuck this. Why isn't "laying down and dying" a real fucking thing, god fuck me.
https://hexbear.net/post/4022152
He explains it here ^
I feel awful. I know it's because I didn't sleep well last night, but this isn't new. Just feeling it more today.
I hate being male, I hate what T has done to me, I hate my voice, I hate how fucking huge I am, I hate how lonely I am, I hate how everyone is going to see me from here on out. I hate the way I exist now. I don't know how it's going to be okay again. I'm disgusting. I hate myself.
I was hoping to have an opportunity to get on hrt soon but looks like that won't pan out. Unfortunate. Whatever, probably a bad idea to start when I'm so dependent anyway. It doesn't feel like I'll ever pull myself out.
I hope your better half is doing okay, speaking of void.
Is this the sorosfootsoldier thing or did something else happen?
I hope it goes back 
I watched it, can I give up hope now?
:meow-hug: glad
This is pretty much how it is for me, taking it like 15 minutes~ before laying down usually works well for me. Can't sleep without it, but couldn't when I started taking it either. I've also heard good things about cbd/cbn, but I don't know how available cbn is up there.
I got three hours of sleep last night and emotions are hitting harder, if I don't get sleep I'm going to end up breaking down and I really don't want that.
Also I had a dream where my bangs finally got cut, I need to fix my hair so badly it looks awful.
I'm sorry you had to find out this way 
This level of cope cannot be healthy
but I still die a little bit inside every time.
I'm not able to get on my computer or I'd be able to look up information, sorry. I thought most legislation was just targeting trans people, where possible? Like puberty blockers, for the purpose of transition. Right now This Tennessee law is in the Supreme Court. This only targets trans people. There are many similar laws in other states. Now, if they can't just target trans people, they might just ban puberty blockers wholesale, but that isn't what they're trying to do.
But that wasn't from the legislative bus, there's no laws preventing butch women from using the bathroom. It's only trans people targeted by those laws, even if cis people got accidentally punished.