fuck all of this i'm just going to manmode for the rest of my life, nobody is ever going to see me as a woman
god hrt is just another source of anxiety for me, i'm constantly worried that my spiro isn't working and keep wanting to get more blood work but that's expensive so i just panic for months and months and months on end in between blood work, and the long i'm on hrt the more spaced out it is the more i worry this shit isn't working
a big reason why i've wanted to switch to injections recently is that it gives me an excuse to have my blood work taken again and check to see if my t levels are still suppressed
i was on 50 mg but then my endo lower it to 25 mg and it freaked me out so i only did that for a bit then i went back to taking the old 50 mg pills but i'm running out and soon i'll just have to take two of the 25 mg, i need a new endo anyway and a new prescription
1.2 pg/mL free testosterone and 15 ng/dL total testosterone, but that was back in january
like it shouldn't change but it still worries me constantly, i did feel like some changes from hrt started reversing the like brief couple of weeks where i did do the 25 mg but i've gone back to the 50 mg for a while now
I relate in some ways because I constantly feel like maybe stuff isn’t working unless I have the evidence in the form of a blood test, but if the blood test says the levels are fine at 50mg than they should be staying fine.
I might recommend getting a new endo or diying tho if only to not have to deal with the spiro side effects.
brain worms
fuck all of this i'm just going to manmode for the rest of my life, nobody is ever going to see me as a woman
god hrt is just another source of anxiety for me, i'm constantly worried that my spiro isn't working and keep wanting to get more blood work but that's expensive so i just panic for months and months and months on end in between blood work, and the long i'm on hrt the more spaced out it is the more i worry this shit isn't working
a big reason why i've wanted to switch to injections recently is that it gives me an excuse to have my blood work taken again and check to see if my t levels are still suppressed
i was on 50 mg but then my endo lower it to 25 mg and it freaked me out so i only did that for a bit then i went back to taking the old 50 mg pills but i'm running out and soon i'll just have to take two of the 25 mg, i need a new endo anyway and a new prescription
What did your blood test say your levels were before? I don’t see why they would change.
1.2 pg/mL free testosterone and 15 ng/dL total testosterone, but that was back in january
like it shouldn't change but it still worries me constantly, i did feel like some changes from hrt started reversing the like brief couple of weeks where i did do the 25 mg but i've gone back to the 50 mg for a while now
I relate in some ways because I constantly feel like maybe stuff isn’t working unless I have the evidence in the form of a blood test, but if the blood test says the levels are fine at 50mg than they should be staying fine.
I might recommend getting a new endo or diying tho if only to not have to deal with the spiro side effects.