Pride’s over everyone! It’s now illegal to be gay again.
jumpsuits are so hot, get one if you can. That is all.
I was really starting to get jiggly butt and thighs, and it was nice as hell. I even got some new jorts that fit me super well.
But then I started puking every day, prolly cuz I was smoking too much weed, and I have lost 10lbs over the last month. My jorts no longer fit very well.
my computer is shit and i also have been avoiding work fucking again im doing it again im fucking going to fail my classes again and im probably making my friends think i don't want to spend time with them when they're some of the brightest spots in my life right now come on can the dice just role high soon
cw: dysphoria, body images issues, self hatred
No matter how short I am for a guy, or how slight I am for a guy; I can't help but feel like an other when I see cis girls of my height.
Like, I'll feel kind of good about myself, leave the house and see a 5'0-3 cis woman and my proportions feel so off by comparisonbottom surgery talk
what the actual fuck do i want between my legs? this is never a question i've really asked before nor one that needs any answer remotely soon but what the fuck? i keep looking down and not knowing what I want to see down there or what it's supposed to look like??? yes? no? get rid of that? keep this? do that? absolutely zero easy answers but the uncertainty is making me uneasy
I can't express to you all how excited I am to be able to be cute.
Shimanami Tasogare
is prerty much everything I had feared it'd be so far. I think the reason shit like this bugs me, aside from slurs and teenage angst and fitting into society narratives and Coming of Age and whatever, is that it ends up centering the people who ARENT fucking queer in the story. Tasu bitching internally about other students calling him gay. The wives at the rented house/cafe thing talking about coming out and talking to their parents. It's all fucking about how SOCIETY does or doesn't accept queer people, and man fuck you. I want angsty gay thoughts but not like this.
I've noticed that I've been using a mix of pronouns for myself. The other day I caught myself saying "other women"
Me learning about Stop!! Hibari-kun!:
Wow, the only anime with a transgender girl as a protagonist is from the 80s?! Mangaka are almost always clueless when it comes to gender. Did they somehow independently come up with the concept? Cause it's not like mangaka ever research gender before writing about it... Let's see if anyone asked about it in an interview.
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Oh! She's an egg born in the wrong generation. That explains it.
how come there are SO MANY pretty girls out there and i am not allowed to kiss all of them
I'm tired of reading queer manga. I want to read Vagabond.
I want to roam the countryside with a sword.
I will never not want that.
I will not apologize.
