I'm depressed 😞

  • ButtBidet [he/him]
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    2 months ago

    Wow that is rough. You do deserve your own space. Is this just temporary? I know that it's tough economically.

    • FearsomeJoeandmac [he/him, he/him]
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      2 months ago

      Yeah I'm not the happiest when I'm here. (Can't exactly invite women over to mommy's house) and I just feel directionless everytime I end back up in the guest room.

      I'll break out again. Just may take time.

      I'm not ashamed I'm struggling because it happens, it's just irritating and makes shit difficult ofc.

      • ButtBidet [he/him]
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        2 months ago

        When I'm home, I'll fall into exactly this pattern. And I'm fucking middle aged. Solidarity, comrade.

          • ButtBidet [he/him]
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            2 months ago

            What would Stalin do?

            https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/1907_Tiflis_bank_robbery

            spoiler

            j/k, please don't go to jail

              • ButtBidet [he/him]
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                2 months ago

                Agreed. Still, you shared the same experience as the greats (Lenin, Stalin, & the left newspaper guy)

                  • ButtBidet [he/him]
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                    2 months ago

                    I've been in jail a few times for protests. Never prison. Probably lucky that I'm 200% white, and this was war on terror times, before the West ratcheted up the repression.

                    • FearsomeJoeandmac [he/him, he/him]
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                      2 months ago

                      Im lucky in that regard as well. Or at least that I'm white adjacent (mom is native american, dad's white dude)

                      I Also grew up in a comfortable lower middle class household and area.

                      Either way both certainly have saved my ass in this suburban white shit hole. Seen black dudes get railroaded in this court system unfortunately

                      • ButtBidet [he/him]
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                        2 months ago

                        Ya one of my white as fuck friends from school got arrested for possession of hundreds of pills. Another had multiple arrests for not small amounts of coke or weed. Neither fucking went to trial. Granted they didn't deserve prison (although they were both massive knobs), but it still shocks me to compare the stories of way more innocent non white people.

                        • FearsomeJoeandmac [he/him, he/him]
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                          2 months ago

                          Yeah that's how it goes unfortunately. They don't ever come out and say it, but the court systems are biased against non-whites and especially black people.