Got back from family vacation, got on the dreaded Facebook, found out the woman who was my first gf 12 years ago, and subsequently a friend I talked to pretty frequently, had died of liver failure at 33 years old.

Looking back on it, when she was drinking 12 years ago it just seemed like a fun time. I didn't know she sustained that pace for a decade plus. Some other things took a toll too, like an eating disorder.

Anyways, I am fuckin sad, fuck alcohol, it's as bad as heroin but capitalism gotta make that $$$$$

  • Chronicon [they/them]
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    2 months ago

    not that you wouldn't still hit a limit but you could do dabs instead of smoking bud.

    • Black_Mald_Futures [any]
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      2 months ago

      yeah but then I'd need to buy all kinds of dab shit and idk if my weed dude is a dab dude, I just know he's a weed dude and can probably get coke lmao

      realistically what I need to do is start growing weed and processing it into tinctures since then I can concentrate it myself but then I'd need to buy like a tent and filters and shit and like learn how to set all that shit up because I live in an apartment and I'm poor and lazy

      i grew a couple plants so I know I can do it but unfortunately I did not buy feminized seeds so, while beautiful, they were useless

      • NoamParenti [they/them]
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        2 months ago

        Feminized seeds aren't worth it and IMO they're just a trick from unethical breeders porky-happy to make it so you can't make your own seeds. If you have the extra space you're better off buying regular seeds and throwing the male plants away (or extracting their pollen, or making tea from their leaves). One European seedbank I just checked has 10 regular seeds Afghan Kush for 25€ excl. shipping, so it's comparatively cheap. Male/Female (of course speaking strictly of plants here) ratio should be about 50:50. This has the added benefit that you're then capable of producing more seeds almost for free by manually pollinating some branches of the female plants. Definitely look into specialized weed grower online forums for guides and tips. Be wary of advice from seed sellers, they have their own biggus-piggus interests to push feminized seeds and autoflowering seeds.

      • Chronicon [they/them]
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        2 months ago

        you can get an astonishing amount of shit just online on grey market or totally legal sites, but yeah, I get not really wanting to get into dabs.

        mushrooms are so much easier to grow :(