I got like 4 years on here, 2.5 to 3 of them were spent being a lot more incendiary than I am now. I know for a fact that there's people that've blocked me, because I've had people do much worse lol
I don't think Cowbee's irritated. I think that your mindfulness of your actions and your eagerness to learn and grow more greatly outweighs any slight other people may perceive.
Just saw this! Before I and , I am absolutely not annoyed! I apologize if I gave you that impression. If anything, I think people are annoyed at me, lmao.
Thank goodness! I've been worried that I've been making people uncomfortable lately, I suck at reading social cues and there's been talk of chauvanism and misogyny among the [he/him] users so I've been trying to self-crit
Same, wonder if I've rubbed anyone the wrong way enough to block me... kinda worry about it because if I am annoying enough and people don't call me out for fear of drama or sectatianism or something I won't improve, and that worries me
I dunno, I'm just a really timid, insecure, non-confrontational person who overthinks everything in general, even if nobody here has directly called me out I invent my own ghosts and demons
I know libs block my Lemmy.ml account but I don't care about pleasing
Seeing this makes me wonder who's blocked me.
My insecurities make me think I'm blocked by everyone because I'm annoying or something :(
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Well you're certainly not blocked by me.
Not blocked by me
Who said that?
I got like 4 years on here, 2.5 to 3 of them were spent being a lot more incendiary than I am now. I know for a fact that there's people that've blocked me, because I've had people do much worse lol
I haven't spent nearly as long, and I don't think I've been incendiary, but I still wonder if anyone has blocked me.
Probably not, you're such a kind and cute librarian, I couldn't think of a reason you'd be blocked.
I also worry that, e.g. Cowbee is irritated with me commenting so much.
I love (/s) my autism or whatever it is that makes me like this.
I don't think Cowbee's irritated. I think that your mindfulness of your actions and your eagerness to learn and grow more greatly outweighs any slight other people may perceive.
Just saw this! Before I
and 
, I am absolutely not annoyed! I apologize if I gave you that impression. If anything, I think people are annoyed at me, lmao.
Nothing gave that impression
Thank goodness! I've been worried that I've been making people uncomfortable lately, I suck at reading social cues and there's been talk of chauvanism and misogyny among the [he/him] users so I've been trying to self-crit
It is simply the part of my brain that I want to kill doing what I want to kill it for.
"What if you did something wrong" "remember this thing you did? You should feel bad about it, here are some chemicals to make you feel bad"
Ugh, I know what you mean. That part of my brain has been very loud the last few weeks.
Same, wonder if I've rubbed anyone the wrong way enough to block me... kinda worry about it because if I am annoying enough and people don't call me out for fear of drama or sectatianism or something I won't improve, and that worries me
I dunno, I'm just a really timid, insecure, non-confrontational person who overthinks everything in general, even if nobody here has directly called me out I invent my own ghosts and demons
I know libs block my Lemmy.ml account but I don't care about pleasing
A block feature? What block feature?
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I'm sorry, the only things I want to block are Cop City and weapons shipments to Israel
I wouldn't be surprised if I was the hexbear user with the most blocked users and comms ever. And I don't have you blocked, so it's a good start.
Who blocks anyone like me anyway?
Don't think anyone finds me too alarming to do so