Well fuck, dude, you didn't mess up that badly, don't get a complex over this. First of all, I wouldn't even say that you messed up you just did something you didn't intend to do (that's going to happen). You thought you had a skin tag and fucked someone without the considering the possibility you had something else or that it was transmissible, which is understandable as you are not a doctor, and frankly (I'm assuming you're American) there isn't much education about this issue or sexual health generally. It sounds like you've got a minor case of HPV, and it's unlikely that your friend will have a major case of HPV, and also a large percentage of people have this condition or something similar and we're not helping anybody by stigmatizing it. I know this stuff can be really freaky because it involves your genitals and people that you're very much interested in, but you'll be fine. Remember when that doctor told you a third of people who fuck have this condition? You've literally passed people on the sidewalk or highway who have been in your position. They're fine, you'll be fine, your friend will be fine. Just schedule a talk or meeting via text and follow through with a honest dialogue. Say that you didn't suspect you had a STI, but that once you learned you needed to do due diligence and inform them.
It's uncomfortable and I'm not advocating that you become callous to these things, but part of having people in your life involves inviting the possibility that you'll hurt someone or be hurt in turn. That's what people do when they get close; this is an opportunity to develop compassion rather than a neurosis, because that would be the most counterproductive thing you could do ever. Sorry for ranting, I've been drinking.
Well fuck, dude, you didn't mess up that badly, don't get a complex over this. First of all, I wouldn't even say that you messed up you just did something you didn't intend to do (that's going to happen). You thought you had a skin tag and fucked someone without the considering the possibility you had something else or that it was transmissible, which is understandable as you are not a doctor, and frankly (I'm assuming you're American) there isn't much education about this issue or sexual health generally. It sounds like you've got a minor case of HPV, and it's unlikely that your friend will have a major case of HPV, and also a large percentage of people have this condition or something similar and we're not helping anybody by stigmatizing it. I know this stuff can be really freaky because it involves your genitals and people that you're very much interested in, but you'll be fine. Remember when that doctor told you a third of people who fuck have this condition? You've literally passed people on the sidewalk or highway who have been in your position. They're fine, you'll be fine, your friend will be fine. Just schedule a talk or meeting via text and follow through with a honest dialogue. Say that you didn't suspect you had a STI, but that once you learned you needed to do due diligence and inform them.
It's uncomfortable and I'm not advocating that you become callous to these things, but part of having people in your life involves inviting the possibility that you'll hurt someone or be hurt in turn. That's what people do when they get close; this is an opportunity to develop compassion rather than a neurosis, because that would be the most counterproductive thing you could do ever. Sorry for ranting, I've been drinking.
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Be well, comrade.