Dunno where else to put this, but since it's askchapo I guess I gotta ask something: anyone experience anything somewhat similar?
I was running around this building desperately trying to find a specific room because I was late for something, as a giant pigeon dropped blue shit on me while certain family members chased me while yelling about what a horrible person I am.
Woke up at like 3 shaking with chills and had a sleep paralysis episode as well :)
Went back to sleep and still woke up extremely confused and disoriented far earlier than I usually do, the light filtering through the curtains made everything look yellow, and for a few minutes it felt like I had died and this was the afterlife. For the rest of the morning I had this sensation of something being off about... everything. Also had a pounding headache.
Weird shit
2nd shot fucked me up good. It was like a 24 hour thing and I ended up feeling pretty damn good after it passed (it’s nice to be reminded that i can physically feel like shit, but very rarely do).
But yeah I woke up confused as hell at like 4:30am. In the previous days I’d read Cesaire’s Discourse on Colonialism and played a lot of an island-survival game so territory and colonialism were on my mind.
The one thing I remember from my 5am fugue state was announcing to my girlfriend that “Euro-America will never be absolved of its crimes”