I have been unemployed since age 18 (now 20). I have applied constantly for jobs since then and have had no success, while all my friends have and tbh it's starting to feel personal. One week last year I applied to 35 jobs in one day (i counted) and not a single one even told me I didn't have the job. This is humiliating and stressful and it just makes me feel depressed
I just wanted to rant. I hate this fucking hamster wheel of society we live in. I am a good worker and no one will fucking hire me
What can I do to even get a job in this fuckin hellscape
It'd hard when I can barely afford food and my gf is the breadwinner (not like in some chauvinistic way but she literally pays for most of our dates because 90% of the time I'm broke)
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