Was I just stupid kid in the Midwest wrapped up in propaganda and a family history? How could I not fucking see what really was going on and what we do to the people of the countries we go to? Everything I wanted to be as a kid was based on fucking lies and the profits of the military industrial complex. What the fuck was the point of my deployments if not to oppress others? How can people fucking support these wars and invasions? In the name of protecting our freedoms while stripping away others? I fucking hate myself and wish I could take it away, but without it I wouldn’t be a communist and I wouldn’t have experience colonialism and imperialism first hand on the side of the oppressors. Fucking fuck.

    • REallyN [she/her,they/them]
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      3 years ago

      I’m directionless and have no discipline - I basically need someone to tell me what to do and give me immediate feedback to have a purpose in life lol.

      mood

      • SoyViking [he/him]
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        3 years ago

        There should unironically be a labour movement providing that to young people; an identity, a direction, a community, teaching discipline and responsibility and offering an ability to fight the good fight and do something for your community. Once they did that but today the remains of the labour movement has turned into feckless bureaucrats more interested in larping as an insurance company than in waging class struggle.