But I went to a gym for the first time in like 7 years. Yes I went after the front desk closed because I was anxious. Yes I googled how to do workouts in between sets. Yes I'm tired as hell.
Feeling excited for the next one in two days. Hoping to actually get some mass on my chest and hide/correct my flared ribs.
I still look up lifts at the gym. Even ones I've been doing for years. Sometimes I just need to reassure myself I'm using the right form. I still get self conscious too, but it's worth it to be healthier. Congrats and keep it up!