I managed to fuck up and make my girlfriend extremely insecure and ruined her trust in me, by saying and doing some things that basically mirrored her shitty ex's shitty behavior.
I love her so fucking much. She's giving me the chance to re-earn her trust...but I literally don't know how to do that. To prove that I'm capable of being a better person, and etc. I'm so goddamn miserable, and I want to suck less.
I managed to fuck up and make my girlfriend extremely insecure and ruined her trust in me, by saying and doing some things that basically mirrored her shitty ex's shitty behavior.
I love her so fucking much. She's giving me the chance to re-earn her trust...but I literally don't know how to do that. To prove that I'm capable of being a better person, and etc. I'm so goddamn miserable, and I want to suck less.
I believe in you :meow-hug:
Thanm you :) :)
Step one is say all that to her.
Did repeatedly. Hoping it didn't annoy her. She's over to do her laundry rn, so I guess it's not hopeless, even if it feels weird af.