I don't mean to but I lost one of my best friends partially this way :(
It's hard to control sometimes
If I ever find someone who cares about communism/Unix/Plan 9/computer architecture (I see all these as deeply interconnected) as much as I do our power will be unstoppable
Edit: Thanks everyone for your replies and for sharing your experiences, it means a lot to me. I want to reply to everyone I just don't know what to say lol
Yeah, absolutely. I learned to be very guarded with my excitement (and intense emotions in general) but it still slips out sometimes and I feel pretty bad when it does. I think it makes it very hard to live well, but I don't really know what to do about that. Loneliness pervades.