I don't mean to but I lost one of my best friends partially this way :(
It's hard to control sometimes
If I ever find someone who cares about communism/Unix/Plan 9/computer architecture (I see all these as deeply interconnected) as much as I do our power will be unstoppable
Edit: Thanks everyone for your replies and for sharing your experiences, it means a lot to me. I want to reply to everyone I just don't know what to say lol
I've learned this same lesson and having been trying to get over it for over a decade. I feel you comrade![meow-hug meow-hug](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/28d86083-caf1-46d9-b565-569425bb5451.png)
I think I still sometimes come across as a very bland and dispassionate person to people, but it is getting better.