Just to offer a dissenting voice to this question:
Am I trans?
I'd like to tell you: maybe?
But also that a lot of your experience sounds like mine as a young autistic man who didn't know it yet. Hyper-awareness of how people perceive us is a big spectrum thing—you get fixated on how you think other people perceive you, and you end up acting like a weirdo. It sucks.
I've had a few too many beers tonight to answer any questions, but that's my 2¢.
Just to offer a dissenting voice to this question:
I'd like to tell you: maybe?
But also that a lot of your experience sounds like mine as a young autistic man who didn't know it yet. Hyper-awareness of how people perceive us is a big spectrum thing—you get fixated on how you think other people perceive you, and you end up acting like a weirdo. It sucks.
I've had a few too many beers tonight to answer any questions, but that's my 2¢.