I assume by now a lot of people have read the... emotional post I made last night, or its copied form as a comment in the megathread.

I really did log off last night, felt so guilty. Got up this morning, read everyone's comments. Now I feel bad for a different reason. It was sort of dumb of me to get emotional about this, or assume everyone would want me off the site because of my parents or class position. Once again, I was wrong about how people respond to things. I suppose that was me moralizing and not being fully materialistic, or considerate of history.

I'm not going to respond to every comment individually now that I'm reading them. But, looking at them, several of them seem to share similar threads, so I can respond to those general ideas.

"Is this satire or a bit?"- No, truthfully it isn't. It would be easy to say I was joking, but no, I really wasn't. I was legitimately feeling poorly about the whole thing. I felt I had to get it off my chest.

"You're not responsible for your parents or your upbringing, only how you use that to help people."- That's... a sobering perspective. I feared being judged guilty by association. I assumed wrongly again. And with that in mind, I'll do everything I can to help people with my job, or with my materiel wealth. Already planned to anyway, but still.

"Plenty of revolutionaries came from non working class backgrounds and became class traitors."- You know, very, very, briefly, I caught myself thinking, "Yeah, but I'm not as good as them". Then I realized I was engaging in Great Man theory, and I was being too hard on myself. So I guess I can proudly call myself a class traitor then.

"You can do good in law, you know."- Yeah, I know. I thought it wouldn't be enough to balance out being a PMC though, until now I guess.

"Maurice, chill dude."- Probably the most compelling argument tbh.

When I checked notifications this morning, I thought I'd get lots of comments chastising me, or yelling at me, calling me a landlord asshole, or come back here this morning to see a "banned" next to my name. I'm glad it didn't happen that way. I should've been less hard on myself, and less presumptive of some kind of guilt.

Instead, what I got was advice, and, in a sense, acceptance. I'll still do everything in my power to help people given my circumstances. But I won't think that doing so without being poor is some kind of horrible sin that dings me. So thank you to everyone :comfy:

So bottom line? I'm fucking staying here. After all, where else would I go? Reddit? Pffffft.

Also feel free to modify it a bit and make it a new copypasta.

  • WhoaSlowDownMaurice [they/them, undecided]
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    3 years ago

    It wasn't performative or 'behaving proper', I genuinely felt bad honestly. But still liberal behavior to moralize to myself about it.

    but I’m glad u got that out of ur system is all I’m saying.

    Yeah, I'm glad too, feel much better and less bad now :meow-tankie: