I assume by now a lot of people have read the... emotional post I made last night, or its copied form as a comment in the megathread.

I really did log off last night, felt so guilty. Got up this morning, read everyone's comments. Now I feel bad for a different reason. It was sort of dumb of me to get emotional about this, or assume everyone would want me off the site because of my parents or class position. Once again, I was wrong about how people respond to things. I suppose that was me moralizing and not being fully materialistic, or considerate of history.

I'm not going to respond to every comment individually now that I'm reading them. But, looking at them, several of them seem to share similar threads, so I can respond to those general ideas.

"Is this satire or a bit?"- No, truthfully it isn't. It would be easy to say I was joking, but no, I really wasn't. I was legitimately feeling poorly about the whole thing. I felt I had to get it off my chest.

"You're not responsible for your parents or your upbringing, only how you use that to help people."- That's... a sobering perspective. I feared being judged guilty by association. I assumed wrongly again. And with that in mind, I'll do everything I can to help people with my job, or with my materiel wealth. Already planned to anyway, but still.

"Plenty of revolutionaries came from non working class backgrounds and became class traitors."- You know, very, very, briefly, I caught myself thinking, "Yeah, but I'm not as good as them". Then I realized I was engaging in Great Man theory, and I was being too hard on myself. So I guess I can proudly call myself a class traitor then.

"You can do good in law, you know."- Yeah, I know. I thought it wouldn't be enough to balance out being a PMC though, until now I guess.

"Maurice, chill dude."- Probably the most compelling argument tbh.

When I checked notifications this morning, I thought I'd get lots of comments chastising me, or yelling at me, calling me a landlord asshole, or come back here this morning to see a "banned" next to my name. I'm glad it didn't happen that way. I should've been less hard on myself, and less presumptive of some kind of guilt.

Instead, what I got was advice, and, in a sense, acceptance. I'll still do everything in my power to help people given my circumstances. But I won't think that doing so without being poor is some kind of horrible sin that dings me. So thank you to everyone :comfy:

So bottom line? I'm fucking staying here. After all, where else would I go? Reddit? Pffffft.

Also feel free to modify it a bit and make it a new copypasta.

  • Rem [she/her]
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    3 years ago

    I'm not gonna lie buddy, the idea that the proper way to behave if u have privilege is to feel super guilty about it and publicly self flagellate or whatever is highly liberal behavior. And we're all raised as liberals, I get it, but I'm glad u got that out of ur system is all I'm saying.

    • WhoaSlowDownMaurice [they/them, undecided]
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      3 years ago

      It wasn't performative or 'behaving proper', I genuinely felt bad honestly. But still liberal behavior to moralize to myself about it.

      but I’m glad u got that out of ur system is all I’m saying.

      Yeah, I'm glad too, feel much better and less bad now :meow-tankie:

  • Woly [any]
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    3 years ago

    If you think you're the only person on this website who's parents own multiple properties, you're out of your gourd.

    Don't let the sanctimoniousness start giving you leftist imposter syndrome.

    • GreenTeaRedFlag [any]
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      3 years ago

      this is the only site where I routinely see a pig's genitals covered in feces and people feel they aren't worthy, and precious metal legionnaires try to spook us.

    • chadhominem [comrade/them]
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      3 years ago

      This is literally no different of a brain poison than what you read from liberal wine moms making like RBG voodoo dolls on Facebook. The online left is fucking insane.

  • LeninWeave [none/use name]
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    3 years ago

    After all, where else would I go? Reddit? Pffffft.

    :gigachad-hd: :soviet-chad: :chad-stalin: You should never have doubted yourself, this shows you to be a true proletarian.

  • InternetLefty [he/him]
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    3 years ago

    Whom among us has not posted through an emotional/identity crisis? I hope it was a learning experience at least :comfy-cool:

  • KermitTheFraud [they/them]
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    3 years ago

    I hope you can laugh in retrospect at the idea that a mod would ban you for being PMC or the son of landlords. Were you here for the WallstreetBets struggle session? We have a lot of PMC users posting on their company’s dime. I think someone’s even made a post about how they make 6 figures love to buy designer clothes and everyone was like :jesse-wtf:

    Class status is not the same as original sin. You’re good

    • WhoaSlowDownMaurice [they/them, undecided]
      hexagon
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      3 years ago

      Yeah, was is pretty ridiculous wasn't it? :yea:

      Class status is not the same as original sin. You’re good

      I was applying purity politics to myself when I shouldn't have it seems

  • GreenTeaRedFlag [any]
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    3 years ago

    You familiar with alchemy, Maurice? there were supposed to be three stages in it. First, a material is isolated, then purified, and finally combined with a different substance to create a new material. First, you felt separated from the site by your lineage, the guilt you felt filled you with a need to do something, and the new perspective you got gave you now a stronger mindset. You're a more powerful leftist now than you were yesterday.

      • GreenTeaRedFlag [any]
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        3 years ago

        it's similar to dialectics because alchemy was the main form of science and philosophy for a few centuries. Anyway, happy you liked it!

  • SoloboiNanook [comrade/them]
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    3 years ago

    lol tf is this just chill out and post some shit about chuds or whatever, u aint the main character lol