wtf am i doing :what-the-hell: :stalin-stressed: :thonk-cri:

    • corgiwithalaptop [any, love/loves]
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      3 years ago

      AYYYY hard same. I figured a while ago that I'll just be taking shit job to finance playing in shit local bands until I die, and hopefully when I do, people will still remember some songs I wrote. Other than that? Fuck it, who knows.

  • Satanic_Mills [comrade/them]
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    3 years ago

    Honestly no. Life feels like occasional glimpses of clarity, a momentary summit, before being subsumed in a foggy valley, blinding groping forward to the next rest point.

  • axont [she/her, comrade/them]
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    3 years ago

    I got to a point around summer 2019 where it finally felt like I knew what I was doing and then covid happened and I got full of weird regrets and whoops now I'm just kinda drifting around

    • Mabbz [he/him]
      hexagon
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      3 years ago

      exactly me. Had a part-time job, went to classes, then suddenly I went back to being a nihilistic loser

  • OldSoulHippie [he/him]
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    3 years ago

    "truth is something you stumble into when you think you are going someplace else"

    -Jerry Garcia

  • LoudMuffin [he/him]
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    3 years ago

    as life gets longer awful feels softer well it feels pretty soft to me

  • PeludoPorFavor [he/him]
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    3 years ago

    turning 30 in a few weeks and... I have not.

    I think some people "figure it out" but that's because they have money and time to do it. most working class people are just in survival mode and are just trying to do the best they can.