wtf am i doing :what-the-hell: :stalin-stressed: :thonk-cri:
AYYYY hard same. I figured a while ago that I'll just be taking shit job to finance playing in shit local bands until I die, and hopefully when I do, people will still remember some songs I wrote. Other than that? Fuck it, who knows.
There is no figuring "it" out because there is no "it." :think-about-it:
Honestly no. Life feels like occasional glimpses of clarity, a momentary summit, before being subsumed in a foggy valley, blinding groping forward to the next rest point.
I got to a point around summer 2019 where it finally felt like I knew what I was doing and then covid happened and I got full of weird regrets and whoops now I'm just kinda drifting around
exactly me. Had a part-time job, went to classes, then suddenly I went back to being a nihilistic loser
"truth is something you stumble into when you think you are going someplace else"
-Jerry Garcia
as life gets longer awful feels softer well it feels pretty soft to me
turning 30 in a few weeks and... I have not.
I think some people "figure it out" but that's because they have money and time to do it. most working class people are just in survival mode and are just trying to do the best they can.
I guess we're trying to figure that out
But still, :meow-hug:
