Maybe I would have if I'd been a more athletic kid, but sports were nothing but constant humiliation for me. I actually think my early experiences with PE being so fucking awful are a large part of the reason why I won't set foot in a gym now, even though I'd actually like to get fit and strong. I'm on testosterone and could build so much muscle mass it would be so dope! But the idea of physical activity, especially where other people might see me doing it, makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry.
Maybe I would have if I'd been a more athletic kid, but sports were nothing but constant humiliation for me. I actually think my early experiences with PE being so fucking awful are a large part of the reason why I won't set foot in a gym now, even though I'd actually like to get fit and strong. I'm on testosterone and could build so much muscle mass it would be so dope! But the idea of physical activity, especially where other people might see me doing it, makes me want to curl up in a ball and cry.
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