Haven’t been diagnosed with anything, probs autistic or something considering how much I resonate with this comm BUT I can very easily get myself in and out of “the zone” with enough mental energy. As a result, kinda makes it hard to determine what my actual interests are. Ofc there’s a people pleaser angle to it all, but there’s also the the side where I just like learning new shit, keeping it in my brain for a few seconds and moving on to the next thing 🥴
If your diet and exercise and everything is on point it will be much easier to decipher what's happening based off what's in your head,
There's a "glow" of focus that kicks in when I eat healthy food after I let people make me go out to eat (makes me feel bad, I go home, consume chemically perfect food, I am renewed) Gives me super strength like popeye. Not kidding.