Haven’t been diagnosed with anything, probs autistic or something considering how much I resonate with this comm BUT I can very easily get myself in and out of “the zone” with enough mental energy. As a result, kinda makes it hard to determine what my actual interests are. Ofc there’s a people pleaser angle to it all, but there’s also the the side where I just like learning new shit, keeping it in my brain for a few seconds and moving on to the next thing 🥴
Oooooh no lol I was just referring to jumping around from my historic likes/dislikes and things that I have been able to tolerate in the past.
My living condition is quite awful, I have clothes that have been piling up for years, a very disorganized work area, messy rooms, etc
But it’s probably the neatest messy can get imo, everything is piled together according to some type of criteria