she has suffered me for so so long. she takes care of me, and took care of me when i was cruel and selfish and hurt her with every word. i still do it, and i am much worse now.
i wish she did not love me, i still cannot understand. how can someone have so much love in their heart? she has so much life in her she gives me the will to live. she lives for the both of us.
she hates white people a lot. she didn't hate them so much in the past, now that she's working she's become very radicalized. i just can't bring myself to hate these individuals. i'm dispassionate and disappointed, i wish i could redirect some of the awfulness i put on her and on others who supported me to work to something useful.
my partner is also a poc.
she has suffered me for so so long. she takes care of me, and took care of me when i was cruel and selfish and hurt her with every word. i still do it, and i am much worse now.
i wish she did not love me, i still cannot understand. how can someone have so much love in their heart? she has so much life in her she gives me the will to live. she lives for the both of us.
she hates white people a lot. she didn't hate them so much in the past, now that she's working she's become very radicalized. i just can't bring myself to hate these individuals. i'm dispassionate and disappointed, i wish i could redirect some of the awfulness i put on her and on others who supported me to work to something useful.
i feel the say way about my partner sometimes, heres a song I listen to that feels cathardic to me
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