Can't even fucking talk to any of my various therapists about this shit. No I can't just "not think about stuff I can't control". I'm autistic, have severe general anxiety, and pretty bad ADHD that medication only marginally helps. I've already improved immensely and stopped worrying about most things.

Except this one.

I organize too don't tell me to do that

Also texts about revolutionary optimism didn't help either. All that shit was a hundred years ago in a completely different state of world

  • GaveUp [she/her]
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    9 months ago

    Right?? I was actually so much happier and mentally healthy before it's insane

    • ashinadash [she/her]
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      9 months ago

      Hexbear must answer for this ngl. It's like putting on the shades from They Live glasses-on Walking around the food jail grocery store is an ordeal.

      • GaveUp [she/her]
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        9 months ago

        I blame shitty US propaganda. Straight up I never would've been radicalized if they never did any propaganda but the moment I started paying attention to the news, I started to do research on the ClA because that's where so many sources ended up pointing to