Bump. Sorry for the pain friend. I got paid today but unfortunately had to cash my check so I only have $1 I can cashapp you. Dollar tree has benedryl for cheap. However, I recommend picking up doxylamine for whatever reason you need an anti-histamine. I'm familiar with your post history, and my shoes look a tad different from yours but it seems like we've shared many of the same roads. Doxylamine (unisom sleep aid) is the heaviest anti-histamine. 1/2 of a 25mg pill is enough for most people. If you're going through any sort of withdrawal, a 1-1 and a half will do it. Don't go past 75mgs unless you want to see the hat man. Doxylamine is the shit though, far less side effects than benedryl for the amount of sedation it provides. Should be available at dollar tree or a store like that.

Also happy birthday! Mine was a couple weeks ago. Us February birthdays have to stick together, it's a real depressing time of year after the holidays. I hope you're doing well. Feel free to message me if you need somebody to chat with.