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  • PapaEmeritusIII [any]
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    3 years ago

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    Speaking of brain stuff, I’ve also got constant music playing in my head. Literally constant. For as long as I can remember, even in my dreams. I have some control over which music plays, at least. Just can’t turn it off. I know I’m not the only one

    • Neckbeard_Prime [they/them,he/him]
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      3 years ago

      I had that until I got my metal tooth fillings replaced with resin. Now it's just my CIA handler quoting passages from Catcher in the Rye nonstop, but he thinks I don't speak English so he's reading it all in Esperanto. Since I don't speak Esperanto, I think it's a win/win -- my CIA handler stays gainfully employed and effectively accomplishes nothing, and I have a soothing train of gibberish being piped into my brain to remind me I'm still alive and that at least one person cares about me enough to talk to me ♥


      But seriously, I get the constant music playing in my head thing too. I wish I could remember half of it well enough to either record it on my guitar or plug it into a sequencer DAW, but whenever I try, it's like trying to hold on to a puff of steam.

      • kristina [she/her]
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        3 years ago

        i get that waking up sometimes, along with hallucinations

        one time i heard an explosion and a giant spider was falling on my face as the roof caved in. legit ran out screaming and my bf was like 'yo whaddup'. 5 seconds later i was fine when i realized i just went insane for 5 seconds

    • Parent [none/use name]
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      3 years ago

      What do you mean? Like how when you go to the gym they have music playing but then even if you're by yourself in your quiet room it's like that?

      • PapaEmeritusIII [any]
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        3 years ago

        It doesn’t sound like music is actually playing, it’s just in my head. But yeah