For me, it's the realization that I won't be able to just immerse myself in a game and play as much as I want. I have to sell my labor and do a bunch of other tedious things that capitalism requires or else I'll be homeless. Two days off isn't enough. I rarely get out of bed before 2 on the first one, I'm so exhausted. Then I have to do all the shit I couldn't do because my job steals so much of my time. And then it's back to work :agony-deep:
For me, it's the realization that I won't be able to just immerse myself in a game and play as much as I want. I have to sell my labor and do a bunch of other tedious things that capitalism requires or else I'll be homeless. Two days off isn't enough. I rarely get out of bed before 2 on the first one, I'm so exhausted. Then I have to do all the shit I couldn't do because my job steals so much of my time. And then it's back to work :agony-deep: