I don't know if I'll ever feel a positive emotion ever again. I definitely won't ever any love ones in my life. The world is without mercy for losers like me who can do nothing but feel depressed every second. It feels like I have tried everything, but the way everything is set up, someone will always come screaming that you didn't try everything hard enough and that failure is that you didn't want it hard enough, it's impossible to fail without it being 100% your fault.

I'm sure someone will tell me who wrong I am and I deserve to be depressed.