I'm just broken and there is nothing I can do except go to work and be stomped over every day.

No, that's implying that I'm not a miserable idiot that has any kind of social interactions

No they should say nothing and threaten a to ban anyone that even jokes about it being a thing. Acknowledging that this information exist is the same as making a threat, no further warnings. Its of extreme importance that we not upset the powers at be, like doing illegal things like posting how to skirt abortion laws or constantly post in threads about how to get drugs. It's of extreme importance that the mods not get in trouble.

No, I don't emerse myself in whatever meme shit is popular now or then.

Why is this suddenly a thing. I've never heard all the term fedposting until now, like all the mods got together to pretend that the government needs a reason to shut everything down.

So close to gett Ralph Finnes and I'm stuck with...ugh, Helena Bonham Carter

It's funny because there are like 10 years of legacy content talking about how great he is for creating Minecraft until he got cancelled

I was listening to a DND video about geopolitics of a fantasy setting and then the guy started talking about China's Belligerent stance on the South China sea and Taiwan and I was like, no more of this.

When everything has to have a hyper dumb name so you can sue anyone that has a name even close to your dumb name.

I spent a month tearing my hair out because my computer suddenly started running like shit and I couldn't even play trash games anymore and it seemed like no matter what I did, no matter how many optimizes I did or virus scans, it felt like it was intentionally running caping everything at a 10 fps.

Then in desperation I unplugged by laptop to see if there was any battery consumption settings effecting it and I figured it out. So it turns out Dell handicaps your CPU usage if you do not have the correct cable plugged in, ie if your power cable is old and worn out it will not recognize it as an official cable. So a month of driving myself insane when the solution was to unplug and press the cable in firmly until it recognized it.

But otherwise it seems like something hardware related is failing, computer shit sucks dealing with

I mean, I'm sure there are weird racists YouTube Producers that very much want him to be popular and both sides libs that want to bring him in to capitalize on the weird racist and edgy teens demographics, but the second he comes out, hes gonna do a skit about lynching and instantly get canceled again. There is no way for him back and not go back into exile like every other conservative comedian that Hollywood tries to bring out.

I will say I have seen a couple of a few decade old things that did have their moments. Is it still called /pol/ humor, the type of stuff that really doesn't fly any where outside of specific internet circles.

I should watch more of these, not because I want to, but to fill dead air family conversations.

That's my new conspiracy theory, that cops empathize more Mass Murderers, and will allow them to do whatever they want before peacefully taking them into custody if they don't off themselves first.

Like that guy that took out a mass shooter and the cops executed or how the Uvalde shooter was take out by some ICE pig.

Either that or they shot a kid and needed to give the shooter time to kill more to cover up things up.

If it was some Hong Kong guy that the UK was giving back to the main land that I've never heard of, that has written 20 books and has a photo of him with laptop with the CIA please return stickers on them, it would be the biggest China bad story and Reddit nerds would be talking about it a decade after it happened.

Yes for like one hundred years, also do you think is going to fight the ensuing civil war. You think Joe is going to roll over and say, ah shucks, I'll guess I'll let this state that has all these energy companies, our space mission control, and probably at least a few dozen nukes along the Houston Ship channel become it's own nation. No, they are gonna bitch about it, how Texas was much better as a sovereign slave state and ignoring that the republic of Texas was so thoroughly run into the ground, that it was on it's third attempt at a currency by the time and was only accepted in for Slavers to have another slave state.

They are gonna do what every politician does, complain about everything and do the most heinous shit and enjoy the unfettered access to the bounty that empire grants them. They will continue to chip away at what is legally a human until we are back at the original definition of who could vote, a rich white landowner, who everyone in the power pretty much is.

Whatever. I don't care. I barely have the mental energy to do much except go to work.

Also Texans have been threatening to succeed since they did it the once and sent a whole bunch of troops to die in human wave attacks in Virginia and saw no local battles. They will never do it. Texas is the breadwinner of the south, even if the lines where the same as they where in 1861, Texas wouldn't want to pay taxes for roads in Georgia.

There is more to worry about Texas Rangers just executing Trans kids in the streets than there is succession

I don't know if I'll ever feel a positive emotion ever again. I definitely won't ever any love ones in my life. The world is without mercy for losers like me who can do nothing but feel depressed every second. It feels like I have tried everything, but the way everything is set up, someone will always come screaming that you didn't try everything hard enough and that failure is that you didn't want it hard enough, it's impossible to fail without it being 100% your fault.

I'm sure someone will tell me who wrong I am and I deserve to be depressed.

No I've been in there from the start and I can't play dungeons and dragons anymore. All it feels like is 75% of play time is taken up by combat, which is just me scrambling to come up with what to do because the battlefield changed right before my turn or it's just me mindlessly rolling to attack. It's for that reason I don't like large games, I have no interest in being a foot solider in someone else's fun, and I'm not very vocal, especially in large groups of people I'm not familiar with.

Even more is that I cannot give a single shit about Tolkien fantasy anymore, there is nothing you can do in dnd to escape kings, goblins, fighters, elves and alignment based gods. You could make an entirely new setting and players will still pick the default stuff with the default baggage because they are in the core. It doesn't matter if you make how you try to hack it and turn it into something it's not, it will always have that 70s wargame DNA that I detest because wargaming to me just feels like a waste of time, a competition between who rolls better or minimaxed better.

I feel like there thousands of possibilities of stories and adventures, I don't want to waste what little free time I have fighting goblins in the woods for 1d10+4 gold pieces, scaled up to infinity.

I set up campaign. I had a dozen people interested, only 6 joined the discord, 3 RSVP. Only 2 made it to the second game. I tried to get more, no one was interested. I give up and I lay down on the ground waiting for the sun to explode.

I mean this is kind of serious, but scheduling is the number one game killer. No one can make it, every always has shit going on in their lives. The longest campaign I hosted/was in this year last two sessions before I called it quits. Time zones disparity make things even worse. Any further details would just be depression posting, so I'll stop