Oh fuck, do I know ambien can be... well, as you aid, the devil. Certainly a double edged sword. It alrady has it's hooks in me but I'm working at slowly pulling them back out.
TBH, I am kind of struggling rn, but not just with ambien, also a few different gbaergics. I'd like to think I still haven't lost total control and keep them in check, but you know how that goes. I probably shouldn't even be saying this in open/main, but wth.
say no more friend, you said enough anyone who knows knows. just know if you need an ear. If it helps, the sleep deprivation is a choice for me that is easier to bear than the chemical tendrils. everyone is different and needs tomake their own value analysis tho. idk about gbaergics, bipolar for me lol. im a human tesla battery! lmao
You probably can identify (sounds like you can anyway), my relationship with the chemical tendrils is pretty extensive and intertwined. It take a lot of time and effort to disentangle. If you knew ambien, and if you know alcohol, you know at least a couple gabaergics, just for the record. My condolences or congratulations on being bipolar, I'm not sure how you like to look at it. Personally, I've got AvPD (avoidant PD). I appreciate and thank you for the offer for an ear, I'll remember that and also I extended the same offer to you comrade.
edit: rereading this, omg, soooo many typos and shit I'm cringing. I think I better try to get to sleep. Thanks for the conversation comrade. :heart-sickle:
You rock. fuck dudes rock, lets turn it into everyone rocks. idk what the norms are here, but whatever the acceptable version of lets start a ND discord and become homies (cue ICP song) is lets fucking goooooooooo
Oh fuck, do I know ambien can be... well, as you aid, the devil. Certainly a double edged sword. It alrady has it's hooks in me but I'm working at slowly pulling them back out.
TBH, I am kind of struggling rn, but not just with ambien, also a few different gbaergics. I'd like to think I still haven't lost total control and keep them in check, but you know how that goes. I probably shouldn't even be saying this in open/main, but wth.
say no more friend, you said enough anyone who knows knows. just know if you need an ear. If it helps, the sleep deprivation is a choice for me that is easier to bear than the chemical tendrils. everyone is different and needs tomake their own value analysis tho. idk about gbaergics, bipolar for me lol. im a human tesla battery! lmao
You probably can identify (sounds like you can anyway), my relationship with the chemical tendrils is pretty extensive and intertwined. It take a lot of time and effort to disentangle. If you knew ambien, and if you know alcohol, you know at least a couple gabaergics, just for the record. My condolences or congratulations on being bipolar, I'm not sure how you like to look at it. Personally, I've got AvPD (avoidant PD). I appreciate and thank you for the offer for an ear, I'll remember that and also I extended the same offer to you comrade.
edit: rereading this, omg, soooo many typos and shit I'm cringing. I think I better try to get to sleep. Thanks for the conversation comrade. :heart-sickle:
You rock. fuck dudes rock, lets turn it into everyone rocks. idk what the norms are here, but whatever the acceptable version of lets start a ND discord and become homies (cue ICP song) is lets fucking goooooooooo